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the child in my heart [12 Dec 2006|09:30pm]

hidden_scar
there is a child in my heart
who is hidden in the dark

you opened my heart
found her
and taught her how to love

the girl walks out the door
and now she is revealed to the world

but everytime you had to leave
she discovers loneliness she has never felt before

this part of her is hidden
not even you can reach it
this part that is alone and scared

everytime she sees you
the loneliness fades a little
but it comes right back when you leave

she misses the comfort
she wishes to be protected

but this feeling can only be hidden.
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[10 Apr 2004|09:01pm]

__perdono
Flower In The Breeze:
When you look at me, what do you see?
I may not be what you all make me out to be
My emotions come out to surface easily
I want to stand up like an everlasting tree.

I am the one you see with a smile on my face
But deep down inside, memories are never erased
For me, life is never a race
Because rushing things up is a total waste

Fragile, easily torn, I’m a flower in the breeze
That can disappear in a blink of an eye
I especially hate it when people tease
I want to fly high, like an eagle in the sky

My heart is saying “don’t let go, hold on to the end
Persevere for your ambitions, never let go of your dignity,
Be the truth, never pretend.”
This is me, this is my real identity.



PS: i wrote this poem for an english assignment but i thought id post it here. its not that good but oh well. :] comment telling me what you think.
<3 maya
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I can't do that anymore [19 Mar 2004|11:45am]

dramaticlegend
[ mood | contemplative ]

No more stupid little fights,
No more sleepless nights,
No more childish games,
No more calling names,
I can't do that anymore,
My heart can't take much more,
No more degrading,
No more hating,
No more tears,
No more fears,
I can't do that anymore,
My heart can't take much more,
No more lies,
No more goodbyes,
No more pain,
No more rain,
I can't do that anymore,
My heart can't take much more.

Stacey


I AM BACK FOR NOW. This is my new Livejournal so all you people that had my redirected name added to your friends list, add me and i'll add you back. <3
March 18, 2004

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these two pages leave my heart spilling ink. [18 Mar 2004|08:52am]

retardated
[ mood | bored ]

playbackCollapse )

you, me, and all of it betweenCollapse )

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[29 Feb 2004|11:52am]

__perdono
i just noticed that all of the members who post in this community have a great talent. theres a community for posting your writing/work, its called writersblock_ & i hope some of you will join & post. thanks :]
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A new one for the day by Me........ [24 Feb 2004|10:34am]

darkshadow4life
[ mood | Alone ]

Does anyone understand how much pain causes one single tear,
Just one, followed by another, and another,
Next you know, It's raining,
But like none you have ever seen,
U all laugh at me and make your jokes,
But you dont even know me,
All through school you pushed me around,
Now that I am bigger, Who is pushing now,
Not me because I want to LOVE,
I want to be a better person,
Many have seen my picture and the curves in my face,
But they never ask what hurts me, They dont care,
They just act like they do,
But when their friends come around,
It all changes, They dont know who you are or what you want,
Cowards like my OWN father, who do nothing but front,
My family is gone and I hope I die,
Because no one cares about me and I dont know why,
I was bad and I did wrong but who hasnt,
If I give you a stone, Would you throw it,
Or would you catch on and put it back on the ground,
U are no better than me, U have done wrong,
But this is about me, a person so alone,
I'd give away all I had to just DIE and rest in Peace......

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Untitled and full of tears..... [24 Feb 2004|10:21am]

darkshadow4life
[ mood | sad ]

I have lost my family, There is nothing I can do,
Now they are all gone and I am now alone,
No one in the world I can come to,
Yes, I am afraid, and I am scared,
Somewhere tonight,
I am wishing I could come to a lady's arms,
And know she truly cared,
I am alone now like so many I have never seen,
I have lost my family, and I have no friends,
So, please let me rest in peace,
My will to live is gone because I have done so much wrong,
They have left me and chosen the world over me,
Now where do I belong,
I cried night after night because I was alone,
Now I am more than ever,
The number of tears has even grown,
I dont know what to think, I dont know where to go,
Roaches crawl across a counter full of poverty,
This is where I live, I guess it's home,
No food, No love, Just darkness in the air,
If you saw my home, Would you cry,
Or would you hug me and take me away and show me that you care,
If I could leave, which I never will until I die,
I'd beg a new family to show me love,
My father never did even when I'd cry,
I want a family that would lead me right to GOD,
Never be afraid to ask me what hurts and what is wrong,
I would rather die because this will never happen to me,
If you read this and dropped a tear,
U are my friend, but I dont want to live anymore,
U cant see my pain, But I wish you could,
I'm so saddened now and That family never understood.....

I wanted to ask you all if you would help me find a better family that would love me and treat me like a son and not something you got when 2 people didnt wear a condom. If you know someone, please help me because I am asking from the bottom of my heart...

Here is a picture of me....

www.geocities.com/souljahcaine187/ryon.html

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I'm bad with titles [23 Feb 2004|08:32pm]

lexenia
[ mood | content ]

Hey I'm new here, my name is Lex please be gentle :)

Bleak and unwanted misgivings,
Tangled in the etheral web of deciet,
Circling slowly,
Beating back rebelious symety.
Icicles forming,
Shattering under heartfelt abandon,
Screaming out for something more meaningful,
Imaginary friends depart the scene of the crime.
Feather like gesticulations,
Pointing out the cracks in your decomposing normality.
And somewhere above the clouds,
Your sanity laughs in helpless hysteria.
Grazing the damp pasture of the rest of our lives,
Sleepless nights spent in drunken stuporm
The unpredictablitly of formality,
Claims the blinding silences.
And for one shifting moment,
You are at peace,
Dazzled but the glimmering colours,
Of a new begining.

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happy un-birthday [15 Feb 2004|12:27am]

hidden_scar
have a happy un-birthday,
and maybe everyone will be happier.
happy un-birthday to everyone.
people can be hard,
people can be bitches,
people can be cruel,
but remember,
life is not hard,
life is not a bitch,
and life is not cruel.
be strong.
hold on.
the end is near.
be brave.
be faithful.
soon the trumpets will sound,
and the judgement will come.
so have a happy un-birthday for now.
make yourself happy.
you have to believe that you're happy in order to be really happy.v
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[13 Feb 2004|02:45pm]

visualizm
Here's Another Old One



distractions are everywhere
you was my distraction,
you gave me the time
you gave me the attetion
you tried to give me your heart
but you were just my distraction

distractions are everywhere,
you fought with me
you laughed with me
you told me you loved me
but you was just my distraction

distractions are everywhere,
you lied to me
you took from me
you distracted me from the one true thing
that i love,
distractions are everywhere
aren't you glad you arent a distraction anymore
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[13 Feb 2004|02:44pm]

visualizm
rawr another onee

If I


if i told you i loved you
would you believe me
if i told you i had this feeling
for you of love and joy would you
believe me
if i told you i wanted to be with you for
all time would you trust me
if i told you i my heart is for you would
you trust me
if i told you i dream of you would you think
less of me
it's only been a short time but i feel this
love and brightness in my heart
words cant explain my happiness for you
words cant explain sadness when you gone
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In Due Time [13 Feb 2004|02:40pm]

visualizm
Here's An Old One



in due time we will be one but until that
time i'll wonder why, why i'm here when my
heart is there in due time we will be one
united as one united in souls in due time we
will be one as for now in this time i
sit here and wonder why in due time we will
be one in due time we will be one give it
a month give it a year give it a lifetime
but in due time we will be one
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hmmm [10 Feb 2004|04:20pm]

redirected
[ mood | crushed ]

I think I am going to do away with this community..NO ONE posts anymore and I don't have time for it anymore, especially IF people aren't going to post. IF you want me to keep it open then reply to this. IF not, then don't as well.

Stacey

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If I [02 Feb 2004|04:19am]

visualizm
[ mood | good ]

Here Stacey i'll post one for you =op



If i told you i missed you
would you say you missed me ?

If i told you i still cared
would you say you cared too ?

If i said lets get back together
would it be forever this time ?

If i looked into your eyes
would i see myself growning old with you ?

If i gave you my heart again
would it shatter all over the place again ?

Have you ever been in love with someone and it hurt so
much that you just cry and wonder if it's the right thing to do

My heart aches when i'm not with you
My soul bleeds for your soul ,

My mind is complete when your around

If i tried to kiss you
would you kiss me back ?

My heart is afraid of you
My mind is afraid of you
My wall is put back up
waiting to be let back down slowly ,

You gave me the strength to say
i still love you
But i'm afraid

Afraid of getting hurt
Afraid of hurting you
Afraid of myself
Afraid of you

I've given you my heart once
and we see where that landed us

I can remember whispering in your ear
on the phone I love you ,
and you saying I love you too ,
my heart would skip a beat

I can remember you calling me baby
and i'd smile ,

The bond we had was unique
always getting into fights with other people
never each other

How can something i love
be my biggest fear

You was and are my bestest friend
You was and are my heart My soul my everything
But the fear of getting hurt has taken over

Break down the wall and come back into my life
Love me for me and only me , care for me and only me ,

If i told you i'll always love you for better or worse
would you say the same ?

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Hmmmm [01 Feb 2004|10:24pm]

redirected
[ mood | crushed ]

People forget how to post or what? ;[

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J. [26 Jan 2004|12:28am]

frustratednsad
First of all, I'd like to promote poetpenpals. And now, the poem.Collapse )
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Lost [26 Jan 2004|08:13pm]

stargems7
[ mood | drained ]

Alone sits a girl who is shy and tall
She towers four inches beyond them all
With glittering russet eyes and her little mermaid lunchbox,
She eats lunch ignored and deaf to those who giggle and talk

The teacher sees, but he disregards
His own heart hardened by childhood scars
Miserable heartache becomes her shadow
Attaching itself to her quintessence and follows her wherever she may go

Time molds her mortal into a striking creature
Splendor becomes etched into her stunning features
Exchanging chocolate hair and russet eyes
For radiant pools of blue contacts and bleach blonde dye

A face made of porcelain its purity exceeds all
Addicted to envy, the supercilious society long to see her slip and fall
Familiar waterfalls flow down her flawless cheeks, as she is still alone
Only for her empty kingdom she sits upon the throne

If only they took the time to grasp the searing pain she hides
Away from the raging war in her lyrical world she resides
Can you relate, dodging the fiery explosions in old, worn out shoes
Or perchance who I have been speaking of, is you

comments...

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Lost [26 Jan 2004|08:13pm]

stargems7
[ mood | drained ]

Alone sits a girl who is shy and tall
She towers four inches beyond them all
With glittering russet eyes and her little mermaid lunchbox,
She eats lunch ignored and deaf to those who giggle and talk

The teacher sees, but he disregards
His own heart hardened by childhood scars
Miserable heartache becomes her shadow
Attaching itself to her quintessence and follows her wherever she may go

Time molds her mortal into a striking creature
Splendor becomes etched into her stunning features
Exchanging chocolate hair and russet eyes
For radiant pools of blue contacts and bleach blonde dye

A face made of porcelain its purity exceeds all
Addicted to envy, the supercilious society long to see her slip and fall
Familiar waterfalls flow down her flawless cheeks, as she is still alone
Only for her empty kingdom she sits upon the throne

If only they took the time to grasp the searing pain she hides
Away from the raging war in her lyrical world she resides
Can you relate, dodging the fiery explosions in old, worn out shoes
Or perchance who I have been speaking of, is you

comments...

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Providence [25 Jan 2004|03:17pm]

frustratednsad
I hold it out to show you:
One wispy arm
White with red crisscrosses
Your pain brought to the surface
Where it can heal.
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[25 Jan 2004|12:40am]

redirected
Our love is never dying,
distance means not a thing,
I'd cross the scorching deserts,
I'd endure most anything,

To hold you and to have you,
our life together put to test,
the sands of time may be slipping,
but in our hearts we beat the rest,

Odds always against us,
fighting through thick and thin,
holding on to hopes,
our fortune comes from within,

You taught me how to love again,
you taught me how to care,
you brought to me values that are beyond compare,

Oh to be,
right next to thee,
your shining face,
your warm embrace,
in your arms I'd stay the night,
and your handsome face, I'd wake to come the morning light
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